Finally, an experience worth bragging about...

wow finally nakapost ako ulit... due to extreme laziness and jam-packed schedules, i lost interest in writing blogs. besides, i really dont like posting my life in the net, ya know, lots of stalkers and all that... hehe feeling!!!

anyhoo, what made me post again is this recent experience that i hafta tell the world... and its called ASLA!!! now i know why its ASLAmazing... hehe. its really a life changing experience, and it really gave me a clearer view of who i am and how to answer all my problems that's been bugging me for quite some time now.

i think my fellow ASLAns know this problem. and its something im pretty much not proud of. anyhoo, i promised myself i wont talk about this publicly, so it should not come out here. i really dont know why that problem has to occur, and to think sinabayan pa siya ng lots and lots of problems. kaasar talaga. maybe one of the things i realized during the ASLA experience was to appreciate the little things you have in life. for those of you who dont know me that well, im a very very insecure person. as in sobra. on the outside i may look like that obnoxious joker who plays mind games with people, or be that fun playful madaldal na icebreaker who always have a cheerful disposition... on the inside sobra akong insecure... always reflecting, always hurting... i dont know why, siguro may pinag-uugatan ang lahat ng problema, probably i just need a shrink...

haha anyway, back to the ASLAmazing experience!!!! grabe i was able to meet a lot of new friends, new connections and establish new relationships! andami kong natutunan, and i immediately applied it sa plevsem (plansem/evsem) namin sa HR dept of Celadon. Gusto ko rin sana i-pattern yung leadership devt program ng Celadon with ASLA's program. Grabe, ASLA turned out to be way better than I expected. I was kinda hesitant na baka wala akong makausap at first... pero as mentioned sa one of the letters i received nung graduation, "you have the personality that makes people gravitate and flock towards you..." nakakataba ng puso pero syempre i wasnt conscious that i was like that. insecure nga akong tao diba? hehe but sure enough i was able to establish a lot of friendships, aside from the TnT friends I was with. the quattro keads!!!!!! yeah you guys rock... i sure miss ya guys, and cant wait for our next outing. hehe is there by any chance a post-ASLA Congress? hihihihi...

anyhoo, been bumming the past few days, yesterday i was out the whole day without even the knowledge of my parents... haha beat that shit! well, i really dont like staying at home, too much problems, drama, pressure, and all that crap... God my life is a mess!!! hahahahaha in about 5 days we lose the house, so im searching units in the katipunan area that arent that expensive. i dont wanna squat with some house that i dont have any right or privacy over... no way jose! so im hoping my scholarship application gets accepted so that i can still fund my dorm allowance. of course my late nights in q. ave. just isnt enough! haha joke... :)

it's aj's bday on 27!!! yipee!!! the oldest in the barkada will get older again!!! hahahaha joke... hapi bday aj... cant wait for the makati shang's treat... haha joke... wish you all the guts and courage in the world para di ka na hanggang pagsta-stalk na lamang... hohoho!!!